Who Was I Before You?
WHO WAS I BEFORE YOU?
You don’t know how it hurts,
you can’t imagine the pain,
you don’t feel how it bleeds.
I am broken,
completely shattered,
crying for me, for you,
and for all the feelings
I built with you.
Without knowing why,
I lost a brother, a friend.
Hey Lord, why did I let
this happen to me?
Why was I cursed,
enslaved, and tortured
by a passion that deafens
my ears, curling me
inside the dark womb
of an invisible sorrow?
Why does it hurt so much?
And when will it stop?
I don’t want to collect
so much pain,
I don’t want to suffer
in vain.
Not knowing if I can
still hope,
not knowing if I
can still have you.
Throwing myself
into the cold abyss
called sadness.
Carrying this mourning,
this wound that won’t heal,
this cry that no one hears.
And yet,
I keep dreaming of you,
waking by your side,
listening to your boyish voice.
I wake up wondering,
rising without strength,
with this hole in my chest,
with this memory
that bitters my tongue
and makes my bones tremble with fear.
Who was I before you?
Who will I be after losing you?
I’ll only know the answer
when it stops hurting.
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